Some day's, I don't know how to properly describe how my heart feels.
I made this to show how feeling can conflict within people hearts, tell me what do you feel when you see this?
Do you see an Artist Heart, Blood, Paint, a Bleeding Heart, Sad or Broken, each person has their own interpretation when they see it & that's the beauty of it.
I made this to show how feeling can conflict within people hearts, tell me what do you feel when you see this?
Do you see an Artist Heart, Blood, Paint, a Bleeding Heart, Sad or Broken, each person has their own interpretation when they see it & that's the beauty of it.
Progress of my heart
Basically, traced out a heart, slapped some pics on it & was done.
Buuuut I did not know how to do any of that, at first.
I knew i could not paint inside the heart in Illustrator the same way
I could in Photoshop, so i had to figure something out.
My solution was a simple clipping mask, make the trace, add the photo & whatever is outside the trace will get cut out.
Buuuut I did not know how to do any of that, at first.
I knew i could not paint inside the heart in Illustrator the same way
I could in Photoshop, so i had to figure something out.
My solution was a simple clipping mask, make the trace, add the photo & whatever is outside the trace will get cut out.
Now I needed to find something that would look good inside the heart, I tried as seen below generic free to use art, or going into Photoshop & making a lot of rainbow swirls, to taking my own photos of ink in water, but nothing i found or made had the same impact.
I don't know how to convey words that properly describe how my heart feels some days, about you, me, the world, the future & so much more.
It pains me to know I can't have all the answers for you or be much help.
Seeing you shackled down like a bird in a cage makes me so full of rage & sends me down into depths of sadness that I don't know what to do in sometimes.
I know that we're both at a crossroads in life, moving on to different chapters in our life but I want to make you proud, I don't want to be another friend tallied on a list of somebody I used to know. I want to be in the whole damn book of beautiful tragic thing we call life together. I'm not asking to be a lover or a knight in shining armor but just a friend, your little bro in your life & no matter what happens with Demeter I just want you to know
I love you 3000.
It pains me to know I can't have all the answers for you or be much help.
Seeing you shackled down like a bird in a cage makes me so full of rage & sends me down into depths of sadness that I don't know what to do in sometimes.
I know that we're both at a crossroads in life, moving on to different chapters in our life but I want to make you proud, I don't want to be another friend tallied on a list of somebody I used to know. I want to be in the whole damn book of beautiful tragic thing we call life together. I'm not asking to be a lover or a knight in shining armor but just a friend, your little bro in your life & no matter what happens with Demeter I just want you to know
I love you 3000.
This message knows who it needs to find
